coradoe83's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- in angst oh how can i bz myself in a time where i have no insentive to do no more than just sit and glare at the air. i look terrible today, scar, and i have to attend a gathering tonight. its one of those parties where ultimately most of all gay guys will end up getting some what drunk and atleast two or so will be getting laid. well i dont feel sexy enough to go flaunt myself , and considering that am enlisting to have at least two or so cute fellaws in there, it wont be making me feel any better. we finished the duet between jessica and myself. it looks really good, i am very pleased and well normally i wouldn't unless it made me feel something. i feel good about it. too bad we can't show it for acdf...oh well. i made myself believe on wanting a man. i dont know why i did tihs to myself, but for a moment there i felt the need to be with someone. in angst! 5:09 pm - Saturday, Mar. 13, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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