coradoe83's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- so upseting...am gonna go shower and cry woke up and realized in the mist of my half asleep and halfawaken self the many things i had to take care of and all the things i had just left fall through my fingers. i screamed and my mom asked me what was wrong, told her nothing, but i wanted to just cry. i feel like crying right now. i had all of these things that i needed to have taken care of this past wk rise in my head and it really freaked me out, it made me feel pressed to ask myself what to do about them. so what i did was, i sat down and wrote down a list of things i needed to do to get myself on the way to just feeling adjusted. doing the list alone helped alot and it made me feel at ease knowing that i already knew what i had to take care of. so i headed off to english, it was ok, nothing i was looking forward to. left and peed. left to come back home and call efren in regards to my job interview/locating thing. so i did that and then headed off to scc for sociology. had that class , it was ok, the test is on wednesday (thank god). left to the library did half of my calc hw and then headed out to sit by the tables cuz i had a headache. went to my poli sci class and i think am going to like it. i have a woman teaching the class, which is a first for me. as i headed off to my car and come home to take a shower, i noticed that i couldn't find my keys. i thought i'd left them in class or at the library. but no. i had them in the ignition of the car. freaking fucking piece of fucking fuck. i was sooo fucking mad , and the headache was not helping. i had to go to admissions to fill out a release form so they could open the car for me. as soon as i got into the car i cried. i was soo upset and feeling degragated. oh gosh i just hope they will be able to giv me the job, considering i dont have my work permit yet and without it i can't get my ssc so that's anothe issue. i dont know what is going to happen. am just going to take a shower and head out. i feel like crying soo much right now!!! so upseting...am gonna go shower and cry 3:53 pm - Monday, Mar. 22, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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