coradoe83's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - today i made an appoinment to go see dr.watanabe. hopefully he'll be able to do something about me. had ballet and it was a good class. we had our midterm.am very plased with myself. i was looking at myself in the mirror during some of the combinations in the floor, and i was amazed at how much i have improved. my lines, by placement. eve though its still rough i can see the potential clearly. i just sat around watching ppl, afterclass, listening to their conversations, breathing. came home showered and now i feel like crap. i hate watching myself in the mirror.it depresses me so much. why do i hate myself so much, i mean dislike my prescence. i dont know...i just dont know how much i need to do to bettermyself to the point of making it all be worth. all of this crap. we'll see... ill just keep on living a life you'll never see 4:24 pm - Tuesday, Mar. 30, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
||||||
|
||||||