coradoe83's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- tears of air i slept in yet again and undoubtedly i feel sad and concerened about it. i should not be spending so much tme in bed, but i should be working. i will find a way to get a job soon, before everybody else is out of school and all the jobs are taken. i went window car shopping today and fell in love or near love with the rav4 from toyota. work was something today i tell you that. brent was hillarious, he is just such an interesting guy. besides stewie, i think that if he weren't so straight, he would be the perfect or atleast closest to perfect guy for me. i find such ease around him, i cannot i repeat i cannot stop from smiling and just feeling securely comforted. he's such a well rounded guy, he has both of fiona apples cds ..common'!! he knows of the artist i've mentioned, he knows about movies as much as i do (well better actually), has actually watched chicago and is in the top three of his best musicals, has a nasty humor just as disgusting as mine, can get my mundane jokes and has some of his own, looks darn cute with a bald head, is like i've found all the qualities i've always wanted on a person but i can't do anything about it because he's not even interested in any thing relating to what i have to offer. its like finally been able to sing that one song you've practiced all of your life and getting a soar throat. its sad but comforting because i now know that there is someone out there for me. sometimes a joke can be taken a mile too far from where it should have. and sometimes a joke may not be seen as one, and it may hurt more than one can imagine. am sorry jesus, eventhough i didn't have much to do with it, i still new before you did and should have told you beforehand. am sorry and i can only give my hands to hold you up in your time of need and immense pain. you know am not a big starbucks aficionado..at all..as a matter of fact i can say that i dislike it..i dont drink coffee unless is at dennys and it has to be decaf and i only drink it once every couple of months or years at hand. but lately just having gone to starbucks for a few hours, i've aquire a few good memories. i've run into some old high school friends. how they all have grown for the better. 2:24 am - Tuesday, May. 25, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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