coradoe83's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- what died inside prancefrly: i miss having fun..laughing to the poin where my stomach would hurt and i would get a six pack Cp Scientist: ;lol prancefrly: i miss taking random trips, and doing completely ridiculous things and then turning around and laughing on how stupid i was at the moment.. prancefrly: i miss eating prancefrly: i miss the person i was when alive prancefrly: something died inside and i never got it back prancefrly: efren is not complete anymore..now is just efre prancefrly: sad thing is that i dont know where it all happened...when was it that the knife cut off the strings that kept all joy and juice of my life with mind and body all attached prancefrly: from now on i will be known as efre...efren is no longer...and no am not trying to copy madonna with this whole name change ordeal Cp Scientist: efren are u ok cause u sound weird prancefrly: efre prancefrly: no...well i was just thinking today...wow where have i gone in life, now am all dryed up..i can't think of the ways i used to entertain myself..the ways i'd go about bringing a smile onto my face..now am all dead. you know before i would speak of butterflies in my belly, how i'd feel so alive so willing to move about life even when i was down i'd feel it in one way or another. now am dead. i feel as though some one filled my insides with concrete, heavy/a solid/not able to move/lifeless prancefrly: as if i trully lost part of myself alond the road to where i am now them prancefrly: i am 1:55 am - Sunday, Jun. 20, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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