coradoe83's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my fucked up emotions i wanted a relationship yes i did. i wanted to commit myself to someone, but fuck why cant i just settle for what it is and stop worrying over everything else. why cant i just sit down and tell myself that its good as it is. cyrus told me once 'you are bound to be alone because of your artistry ' and i think its true. i cannot be with someone . i cant even if my heart wishes it to be. i think too much and it fucks me up. i feel more alone when i start things up than when i am trully alone. i guess i ask for things i dont explain clearly. i wish i had a dog i could cry to at night. i want to commit without worry 3:20 pm - Wednesday, Jul. 20, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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