coradoe83's Diaryland Diary

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you asked to speak with me but i could not see what else there was to be said. you wanted to explain yourself, maybe ask me what i was thinking or how i expressed the shock of it all? but how can i try to mend a relationship with someone who constantly feels that i make them feel inferior by simply been myself? i can't! i can't walk around with the burden nor do i wish to!
do i feel like an ass for declining the opportunity to mend things? i may feel like if there was anything that i could do i couldn't quite get a grasp of it , so i would rather for things to slip from between my fingers like water.
I feel baffled on whether or not i should be feeling bad about things but i feel relieved and free from whatever was in the back of my head. maybe it was conflict on how i would really let go of things, this made things much easier.
like i said to you i wish that life leads you to a path full of good memories. you mentioned the time when i called you my soulmate, well to me a soul mate does not give on to the other the burden of guilt for making someone feel less than the obvious and expressed worth.

in life we grasp onto moments, memories to enrich our lifes often resulting to be far more fulfilling than any other experience we could possibly come across. some of the memories we had will be precious in hope that we both will learn from them and that they are shared. now its time to create new ones with our seperate lifes.

.....and the beat goes on.

9:23 pm - Tuesday, Oct. 17, 2006

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